I'm so sorry to learn of your loss. Although it is difficult, remember the good times you had and how much better you life was with him. Losing a parent is difficult and it's OK to be sad -- healthy in fact. May God comfort you.
I'm so sorry to hear that. And thank you for posting about it & reminding us all to appreciate what we have while they--and we-- are here on this earth. I'm sure you appreciated him while he was here and will always appreciate him even though he's gone.